‘My’ episode went out on National TV on Tuesday 25th April – it’s on All4 here if you missed it. Despite having streamed from the 4th April, the impact of the show airing seemed to be much bigger and obviously, reached many more people. Which is incredible. My experience of it going live was a Continue reading

I’m going to be on Channel 4 tonight at 8pm. Topless, proud, vulnerable, kicking ass. (And shiny faced) It’s 6.28am and the image was taken just now – I couldn’t feel more removed from the U.K. if I tried – it’s a very, very surreal feeling. I mean, I’m obviously far removed from the U.K., Continue reading

For a change, I don’t know where… My life in one sentence – jump off a cliff and trust I will fly and land in the right place. And not crash. I know – two sentences The cliffs change, the destination changes – the overwhelm that builds up thick and fast leading to the cliff Continue reading

Topless, half naked (which auto correct somewhat accurately changed to half baked), upright and proud on a Channel 4 TV trailer. With a fucking shiny face. A friend kindly said, let’s use the word ‘polished’. Another pointed out that perhaps the fact I’m half naked on National TV is more eye catching than the shiny Continue reading

But I’m not yet allowed to say anything about it – I mean the content, since I’m clearly saying something now So why am I writing a blog post then, you may ask? My answer, as to most of my life, is ‘because it seemed like a good idea at the time’ I’m off tomorrow Continue reading

Says the Bulgarian woman, looking at my face. I’m doing this thing next week that I’m not yet allowed to talk about – it involves TV. So I decided that I needed some facial boosts before I do this thing. Boosts by way of a Botox top up – a lifetime of thinking and saying Continue reading